I fall in love with the idea of you
Of people and places and things but oh, mostly you
Of some sort of better life out there
Of greener grass and sweeter smiles.
Maybe if we close our eyes
And wish and hope and dream that things will be all right (ha! A-okay!)
Then hey, maybe they will be.
And maybe the sky won’t seem so dark, and my heart won’t feel so damn h e a v y,
Because when the sun rises, our sighs fall,
and tears of joy trickle down my chin, making their own way down to you and
your caresses, so strong yet so gentle all at once.
Oh, and you fail to see the things about myself that I personally like the least, and
oh, you make me feel like the girl I wish I could see when I look at my damn self in the mirror.
You make me feel like I could never fail, at anything, ever, at all.
Because when our foreheads are pressed together, and I taste the salt on your tongue, I fall in love with the way leftover pizza lingers on your tastebuds, the feeling of chills on spines, and electric shocks on fingertips.
You make me feel like I’m already the person I could only dream about becoming one day.
The way you look at me, oh, you belong somewhere else, like in my bed or on my table, and I take a swig from the bottle when I finally come to the conclusion that any one of these days, you could just walk right on out of here, with that intoxicating swagger like you always have and that little smirk that always taunts me, and you could find something new that you like better.
Like hacky-sacks, or homemade Kettle Corn.
But oh – you make me feel so damn raw, and I mean that in the best way possible,
Like I’m still a little child with skinned knees – with you I might be bruised from before, from the past, but I’m still secure and safe with you now, and
When your fingers slip their way into my own, the way your little smirk slips onto your face, I smile, too, because
I know you like me way better than Kettle Corn.