Category Archives: Poetry
“I think this is maybe gonna stick with me for a long time.” – Matt Gryzduk
You will forget the way the friction burn felt at four years old, forearm dragging along rug
You will remember it all at once when people change their Twitter bios to the same thing at once
You will forget her resting expression because you never knew her well enough
You will forget that you thought about death maybe too much in the past but now never
You will forget birthday cakes, you will forget stories told to you under fluorescent lights
You will forget rewriting your name into her mouth
You will forget that it comes and goes in waves
You will forget that you’re only the second to worst person in general
You will forget that you weren’t thinking but are now very conscious
You will forget her name
But you will remember the friction burn, graft it onto others and like you perhaps they will tell others about the scar it left.
Seasons – Harika Kottakota
Oh, Mother Nature – Karlee Sanders
the sky cries for you, my dear. when you’re sad, so are the clouds.
Human Nature – Ivy Juniper Manchester
Observatory – Haley Ingram
I love it here.
the view reminds me of life.
The sky the way it paints over our hands and onto our skin,
The way the color doesn’t mix together as much as an artist would like it to.
The lead in our paints is heavier than we were ever capable of lifting, but it’s all we had.
It’s all we are fed.
We closed our coffins with the nails we’re chewing on in hopes that
You need to be undead in order to make a move-
But I don’t want to kiss death anymore
He leaves my body to rot
My teeth hurt from grinding against him
He has violated
All of us.
We are all iron cast replicas forged in the fires of our own hell.
We paint our bodies with colors of the sky and call it identity.
Nobody likes the night
Everyone is afraid of the dark
Why am I afraid of the dark but find so much comfort in the makeup of hell?
We call ourselves artists,
There is no artist.
There is only nature and our mimicry,
We feed on the idea of existing originality.
Why don’t we open our coffins?
Let’s swallow our nails and puncture our throats
To allow the nervous words to spew into one another.
Till death do us part-
He’s not getting between us.
We are survivors in a world imprisoned by
The impressionable weight of shackles
And strength to carry them.
We are convicts in that we are happy together
So that cannot be.
But in this moment.
I love it here.
The view reminds me of you.
The way the sky paints itself and the willingness to relinquish power.
The way I don’t want it to be easy to touch you
The way no one can touch you.
Painting doesn’t make me an artist
But it makes you a masterpiece.
I can lift you over my head
And in this moment.
Life is worth living.
Capgras Delusions and You (The Body) – Matt Grydzuk
Degauss the stars like cathode ray tubes using only your hands
The body first thinks explicitly in omens, or foretelling the end of things
Sleep less than intended; corporeality was tailor-made for you.
The body is just a suggestion, though, like the outline of existing
Akin to the stars lacking crystal clear imagery yet making shapes
Yet causing images in the night
And I sat and watched them unfold, shaking mildly, how beautiful.
How beautiful, the suggestion of form;
The existence of existence
Like wisps of stardust off the tips of your fingers and the rest of your outline
You are a degaussed constellation.
How beautiful the burning sensation; the smell
How beautiful destroying the innards
Like dying stars or a comet moving faster and then it’s gone
Creating outlines creating memories making
Sentences with your movements but no words.
How beautiful linguistics; complete sentences with two independent clauses
Intertwined to make the sun rise.
Watch it leave you like blood from the mouth, like stardust from the nose and eyes.
All other things beautiful like the suggestion of an outline; like actually falling asleep.
The Positivity in Glass Jars – Brooke Safferman
Four jars made of glass, lined up on my window sill
The mint green,
the pale rose,
the totally clear,
the almost-purple.
The way the light shines through them makes me giggle
Sort of like the way your smile shines through my emotional walls of glass
Once so strong, now I’m so fragile
Your delicate touch could crush me with too much force(accidentally)
“Stay positive”, they say
So I draw on a smile with my lipstick tube but
Before I leave my room to enter the world
I pause to look at the positivity in glass jars.
Meta-cognition explained in Lithuanian (The Head) – Matt Grydzuk
The head
Chiefly, where pre-calculus goes to die.
And truthfully I don’t know much else about it, but I do know,
Or remember, that my mother told me always to be grateful
For what you have.
And I can’t say I was
Because so many self-inflicted head traumas starts to pile up when nothing
You do is perfect and you have to blame SOMEONE and
Knowledge of chlorophyll is always dying and you’ve never had a green thumb
Next thing I know my head is a graveyard and sometimes I kick over eternal lights to watch
The information flowing out like candle wax like
This is grey matter flowing through eye sockets like this
Is the way they wanted you to be when they called you stupid
Like you can live up to one thing if you just try hard enough
And when it hardens; becomes crystalline
If you hurled it at a man how far would he go
I still haven’t forgotten Newton’s second law or anything about Schroedinger
But what does that even matter
The Head
Chiefly, a device to move the body.
To tell it what to do.
But for every move this way and that there’s an eyelid twitch or a muscle spasm
Bartering, the product of battery indentured to the head my body is never my own but
I wouldn’t know
I’m sorry.